The title says it all…I am a walking human shell at the moment. My heart was torn out by a man whom I had promised everything to and got nothing in return. He took all that was good and pure and moral between us and screwed it in to a dirty gray ball of filth, lies and deception. Our 2nd wedding anniversary is fast approaching and it makes me yearn for the man he could have been…the potential I fell in love with.
Instead, I am left with a hole in my chest the size of the Grand Canyon and a beautiful girl I only get to see for an hour a day for half the month.
I don’t know if I will survive this.