And I refused to be someone who sacrifices her young to keep a man…
This is why I left. To prevent him from abusing my older children as I was starting to see him do in small ways. Small ways always lead to bigger ways with abusers. And I wanted to give my baby girl the best chance at an abuse-free life I possibly could.
I was let down by the court system. I see that now and I will no longer blame God. He is not allowing my daughter to be abused – she is being abused because that’s what abusers do. The court system should have protected her from the abuser. We are given free will to do as we please and it pleases him to abuse/neglect her on his weeks with her.
“See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels always see the face of my Father who is in heaven.”
I am doing everything I can to keep her safe. I”m doing everything I can to make sure that she is surrounded by witnesses and people who can support and love her during this time. I AM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN DO.